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‘how is the flat?’ Geet looked across her weirdly huge window to the English channel… Wondering how to say, it’s beautiful. ‘you really didn’t had to!’
‘a wedding gift. & I will know where exactly you are when I am there in few weeks!’ Geet shy. Knowing what they will be up to… But how can she ask her friends to stay now… If he will be here now and than. Geet bit her lips, she couldn’t say no either to her best friend.
‘oh… I- my- friend…’
‘they can stay there! I don’t want you to be scared!’
Geet bite her lips and cuts the call saying by. ‘you can stay!’
‘oh thank you- thank you- thank you!’
Geet made her self comfortable, than later went with all her friends for food shopping.
‘so… How is your new house and new people?’ Geet wasn’t sure how to react to that.
‘well.. Thee is one person I don’t like! Other wise everyone is fine!’
‘oh god, you already made an enemy?
‘well on my second day in that house, she gave me a gift…’
‘that’s sweet and you hate her!’
‘she gave me packs of condom!’ Geet stopped in middle of ASDA. Giving Zara a questionable look. ‘who gives condom to someone? I was so embarrassed!’
‘I know…’ Zara pulled a face. ‘that to 2nd day! If you want to, give the condom on the wedding night na!’
Geet pulled a face in anger.
‘I mean- you know, first night, first time with out protection- so you already probably will be pregnant, and if she wanted to help, help on the first night na. Second night doesn’t make any sense!’
Geet looked at Zara in disbelieve. There were few other couple who were giving them odd looks.
Geet ignored… ‘we didn’t!’
‘it’s been a week! What do you mean you didn’t do it!… Imagine the bechara… With all his desire!’
Geet rolled her eyes. Why wouldn’t she know. She is with her boyfriend for 2 years now…..expert in this field.
‘I- didn’t!’ Geet looked other way. ‘he wanted to.’ she felt guilty now. Killing his desire like that, but on the other hand, she is not ready for it.
‘omg! You killed that bechara, specially after he brought you such nice house!’
‘stop calling him bechara!’ Geet snaps. ‘he is not! It’s just sexual desire, nothing els!’
Zara nodes in disbelieve… ‘you need to learn to love. Not everything is desire!’
‘yes… Did he ask my permission even once before kissing me? No na!’
‘he is your husband! He have right to touch you!’
‘not a stranger! I don’t know anything about him!’
‘why didn’t you talk to him and anyway, it’s only been a week!’
Geet pulled a face. Why everything seemed her fault.
‘it’s just because he brought me a house doesn’t proof anything. He can take it back when ever he wants!’
‘he is your husband, everything is his is your!’
‘no! Why would it be? Have I done any hard work for his wealth? Or has he done night after study for me to become a doctor? No na. So nothing is my that is his… Or nothing is his that is my! It’s two separate person who had to merry because of my family- or his, and now, like any other men seeing any girl sleeping next to him, obviously that will bring out sexual desire! & anyway, marriage is for sex and kids. Nothing els!’
Zara looked at Geet with open mouth. Her outburst did not make any sense, but she understood. She believing in something that she grown up with. seeing her family who never been lucky to have love, for that reason this was understandable. Her heart was refusing to accept someone because she fears that, her husband might break her heart.
Zara smiled. ‘don’t worry, you will understand.
Geet nodes her head and walks off. she just didn’t want to argue, for a moment she forgot, what was marriage! For a moment she thought his touch had story to tell but she forgot to see the image that how much desire he had. She thought it was just simple pleasure.
Week have passed. Geet called Maan maybe once… Maximum twice to say hi to her mother in law.
Her class started, starting of her 3rd year of her medical degree course. As she walked out of the lecture, Geets concentration was somewhere els. She walked along the university campus barely noticing anyone on her path when a voice called her from the back.
‘Geet… Geet…! Geet…’
Geet stopped and turns around. It was no other than ron. Doing business but sometime they manage to met one another!
‘hi..’ Geet smiled in surprise.
‘how are you?’
‘good!’ Geet shy, as she spoke to him. Her first crash when she was in year 9 and he was In year 11. A rejection she faced when she found him with another girl making out. Awww long time. Sounds silly that she even fancied him and lucky she never told him. Geet observed his face, and that teen love somewhere disappeared. It sounds so silly now. She actually had crash on him! Uff..